Miracle of my life ♡♡♡

Life has given me an opportunity to experience amazing things...
do you know despite all your undue fury and non deserving reactions; I cant be angry with you. Not only that but also my heart will always keep skipping a beat on your name, on your voice & your warm touch. Do you know, I love you for always and always.
Im overwhelmed that life has given me an opportunity to experience amazing things... and you know you are one such miracle of my life ♡♡♡

I love to be a sweetheart ♡♡♡

I try not to sound a sweetheart but you've made me one. I love starting an argument but your soft pitch ruins it to a peaceful conversation. Im fond of having a fight but your care fades away my fury.
Yes, you've made me one and now I love to be a sweetheart ♡♡♡

~* My ordinary man ♡ *~

He asked: "How I am for you?"
She replied: "Ordinary.
He was bewildered with disappointment.
She continued: "Yes. Very ordinary with extraordinary qualities. An ordinary gardener with immense care for his plants. An ordinary potter whose pottery is his life. An ordinary archeologist who lives to discover. An ordinary friend with extra ordinary selflessness. You are ordinary; but your immense love makes me love you. Your affiliation with me is my life. Your urge to discover goods out of me makes me live. And your selflessness makes me love you.... Its an amazing feeling to be cared like a nursery plant and being loved like the only one... its beyond♡! its ecstatic♡! its life♡!
Yes Im alive♡"
She further added: "I love you being my ordinary man♡"

My Dream Life

A life where rain falls as light drops, where days are as peaceful as dawn, where night is as beautiful as rainbow, where evenings are as pleasant as first ray of sun, where mind is as calm as ocean and where heart is as energetic as the tidal waves.... Lets hold hands and live one such life.... because with you, i ll multiply the happiness enough for thousand lives <3 together <3

~A New Miracle

The setting sun may alert us with challenges... challenge like darkness and a hope like a dawn...
Just a little patience and courage to face and endure the difficulties of life.
There comes a time when we are the first one to witness the sunrise... Another day another hope another life another miracle

'I Loveyou too' ♡

When air encircles the raindrops and rushes to kiss it. Each drop embraces the wind honoring it to a cold breeze. It takes away my hair and you take away my heart. The noise of celebration makes me unheard, I hold your hand and walk away the crowd.

Your aggression makes me live and your passion makes me revive. I enjoy the moment when you had asked me to step along ♡ Your gaze enchants my body and your touch illuminates my soul. I re-live the moment a thousand times, when you'd stopped in mid way and called me 'my love'.

We walk all day and reach the dark night. When everything around is calm and only my heart beats. For you've just poured your kisses on my eyes and mumbled the secret in my ears, where nothing just your voice whispers 'I Love You' ♡

When air encircles the raindrops and rushes to kiss it. I hold your hand and take you away, where everything around is calm and just my heart confesses with every beat 'I Loveyou too' ♡

Pure Love ♡

When love touches the peak of selflessness, it gains the power to majestically replace the resistance with a will to embrace. Its your win but the amazing part is you make the other person feels like a winner. They might not express but they whole heartily believe, you are pure love ♡

~` A Beautiful Confession`~

What an awesome feeling it is when one steps on the land of love, where loving someone isn't an obligation but it becomes faith.
When well wishes aren't occasional but heart prays with every beat.
Where beauty of life is so vivid that life span doesn't decrease rather it extends with every breathe.
Where glow in the eyes is the reflection of other person.
When there is no selfishness, when touch is shadowed by selflessness.
Where respect is a volunteer responsibility.
You've introduced me to that awesome feeling of stepping in the land of love that I was reluctant to tread;
and I've reached the phase of life with selflessness, where loving you isn't an obligation but it has become my faith now...

Do I still need to tell you how much I love the person whom I owe so much? Whom I owe the biggest truth and the most lovable reality of life? Whom I love beyond measures? Who is my life now? If not, I still want to admit. Lemme tell you, I loveyou ♡♡♡

My Faith is Milestone towards Reality

I feel you walking along me,
I feel you holding my hand and taking a pause,
Turning towards me and looking into my eyes,
you enchantingly smiling and keeping the silence,
Tightening your grip on my hands and making me walk again,
Feels like walking on the moon beams,
Holding my breathe and living in the aroma or thankfulness,
Absorbing the confidence from your touch and enjoying the hallow of respect surrounding me,
Living under the spell of your immense care,
Enchanting me with your utmost affection,
Caressing my soul with your immaculate love,
I need not to hold my breathe but Im destined to live it,
With my love!
Forever
I believe it to be my destiny,
For I have faith in Allah,
For I believe in You,
For I believe in myself,
For I believe its not just a dream
But
A milestone towards reality..!

Inevitable Gambling!

An urge to desire always costs. We may lose our patience so many times but still believe hard in staying conscious because we fear losing. Losing is the biggest threat of our life. Not the threat of losing patience but losing the grip over a relation, losing the regard and ultimately losing the person, a beloved one.

This is because life is not only unpredictable but uncertain too. So keeping the things calculated and aligned is something that doesn't always help. Life is strange. Because it gives us awesome moments to recall and multiply the treasure. Yes you are right, life is weird too. Bcause it simultaneously flashes back with unpleasant moments that haunt the mind and divide the thoughts.

I won't call life a casino but I cannot deny either that we keep gambling every moment. Gambling our hardwork to get good repute. Gambling our time to earn money. Gambling gifts to earn some soft words. And sometimes gambling our self-respect to save a relationship. And It hurts. It hurts the most when we fail rescuing a relationship and we lose our self-respect too.

I wonder. I wonder either we should let them go to know our own worth or we should hold on the string that slaughters our confidence and bleeds our beliefs?

Goodbye

I've heard memories do not fade away
They also told me friendships are never dried
I look at you, I look at us
I look at our friendship and wonder
'Is it true?' Or they lie

I wish of a day
I wish of the day when our memories would be alive, flashing before your eyes
I wish of the day when the words would talk
I wish of the day when you'll wake up and look for me
I wish of the day when you'll love me!

Memories are made up of what has passed
I wonder
If I also have to follow the path
Lets make it your way
Let me be non-existent, let me say you goodbye

I've heard memories do not fade away or friendships do not die
I look at you and I look at us
Let me check is it true or they lie
Let me be non-existent, let me say you goodbye..!

Walking in the Rains.

When the rain falls on me
It washes away all the dusts of forgotten memories

Chilly winds smash my soul

Painting me with the unreasonable colors of grief

And the life around me goes strange

Surrounding me with the panic of dark nights

So much to utter, so much to share

Colliding with the strong walls of my conscious

My untold stories, my unheard tales

Unknowingly striking the sills of my windows

The only window of my life

The only way to tread in my sight

I keep it all treasured in my heart

Laden with the ivy of my smiles

Surrounded by the smell of my laughs

Laminated with the words of sparks

But

When the rain falls on me

It washes away all the dusts of my forgotten memories

Mapping a road to the soul

They say life is difficult, it gives tough times and it makes itself miserable for its dwellers. They say they've seen life shattering like a crystal with a single jerk. They say they have witnessed the life slipping from their tight grips yet they say they like to be loved and want to love someone with all their might and emotions. Despite their acknowledgements they believe in dreaming. They find their dreams beautiful. They strive to find someone to console their souls, collect their smashed dreams, adore the brutal realities and map a road towards them. Yes this is life. And this is what a human nature is naturally capable of.

But I say dream & keep dreaming.
Only those dare dreaming who have the spark to get them fulfilled. For dreams are the first step towards reality and happiness. Even if they are not painted as we wish, they leave us with shades at least that we could color our life with.

Dreams are accompanied with fear but you have the capacity to compliment them with optimism ♥

We think we know but in fact we never know!!

Doesn't faith make life easy?

I believe in staying strong when everything seems going wrong,
I see happy people as the prettiest ones,
I witness the peace of life in the eyes of kindness,
I know I'm given another tomorrow and I believe in Miracles ♥

Lighting the Candles of Feelings!

Distances do not part the bonds of relationships unless death does. Either the death of the person or the death of a relationship. Though, I believe even death can't part unless we suicide the relation ourselves. And, sometimes, this unnatural death of a burdening liability is inevitable for the growth of mushrooms of new connections. A new beginning where twilight kisses the moon. When the breeze holds its breath with the fear of disturbing the romance of stars. The moment of glory when dawn plucks the stars and holds them back from the heat of the day; to adore them again on the platter of sky, with all its love and attention. 

And that very instant imprints the feeling that sometimes the biggest loss of life is not the death but losing the chance to make a moment eternal with earnest purity, profound kindness and forever love. Life had been very easy and simple if unthankfulness had not been the part of human nature. Although sometimes the liability lies with destiny as well. Not absolutely but merely by our own definitions. Because when one has felt the emotions with their tangible existence, has absorbed their texture in the tips of fingers and touch-of-heart  has been witnessed; then staying calm is challenge. A challenge more tough than dragging the brightest star in possession and harder than controlling the ripples of expectations caused by the pebble of circumstances.

Then one goes drowsy with unconsciousness and life loses the order of priorities, confusion fogs the courage, clouds of ambiguities blur the vision and uncertainty demolishes the determination. If the sparks of faith still show up in the ashes of messed priorities, shattered courage, broken vision and lost determination; believe it, you still can touch the parted souls of your bonds, you still can make the moment eternal with your love, kindness and purity.If one believes in oneself, one still can enjoy the whispers of the cold breeze and the trees, still touch the feelings and absorb the life in its eyes. One can still be the part of twinkling stars and the romance of night.

Sometimes the biggest loss of life is not the death neither distances can do part the bond of relationships but the negligence of the romance of life can. It itself is a death to a living soul. While a new beginning is always waiting for the moon to warmly kiss its twilight. Waiting for waves to find a chance to embrace the depths of the ocean. Waiting for dawn to carefully pluck all its loving stars to be part of the inspiration of beauty and romance of life. Life, that is a priceless treasure and romance is the most precious gem of existence.

Welcome 2013

2012 is left with short of time.
A very ticking of second is going to inaugurate a new span,
a span of challenges or a span of opportunities,
its not the matter of fate but Determination & Faith.

2012 - Hi
2013 - Hello !
2012 - Prepared ?
2013 - Almost.
2010 - Confused ?
2013 - Yes, I scare. *blushes*
2012 - *thinks*
2013 - *lifts brows questioningly*
2012 - I have more faults in my pockets to hand you over.
2013 - Ow! I have prism of actions to discover pleasures outta them.

*silence rules*

2013 - People'll be expecting pleasures.
2012 - Tell them, a bright future belongs to those who can keep their dreams alive.
2013 - And Success ?
2012 - Success belongs to those who believe in its access.
2013 - And i'll thell them "Laughter has the power to wipe the tears away, leave your worries behind & turn the grass a little greener. Go Ahead, laugh really loud & hard"
2012 - Good, also wish them the life's best forever.

2013 - *smiles* sure. Thankyou 2012 for everything.

For Prayers Can Do Miracles ♥

*gets bored*

*tries to find some activity*

*doesn’t find any*

*sits down*

*sighs*

*feels as if nothing to do*

*closes her eyes*

*feels as if nothing to do strongly*

*steps in another world of what she had been a part of*

*wonders*

*gawks in amusement*

*wanders around*

*finds something shimmering*

*steps forward*

*catches the glimpse of a book*

*stares at the book in astonishment*

*looks intently at the book*

*recalls - the book belongs to her*

*rejoices*

* gets a feeling – “It belongs to me”*

*touches the cover  as if wants to absorb the colors*

*realizes – “Oh! It reflects my memories”*

*opens the book*

*flips the pages*

*glances at the colors that once had been part of her life*

Transparent as Rain. Colorful as Rainbows. Warm as Sunrays. Cool as Twilight. Sweet as Springwater. Velvety as Petals.

*wonders*

*thinks joyously. “have they all been part of my life ?”*

*eagerly touches the colors*

As if she could touch them with her finger tips. As if she could catch the colors with her fingers. As if she could paint her actions again. As if she could live them again!

Aaaah !

Isn’t it like how people want to paint their actions what we called Dreams. Just the shades of dreams. Not as durable & embossed as colors of memories. Now ! here comes the time when one needs all his determinations in bridging the distances from colors to shades. From shades to colors. =).  This journey, from colors to shades & shades to colors, is like striving for life for some people and committing suicide for the others. Some think of it as reachable and some unreachable. Some find it attainable & some unattainable. Some feel it tangible & others intangible. Some take it as opportunity while others find it a challenge. Wisdom or Stupidity. Patience or Agitation. Possible or Impossible.

BUT majorly isn’t it all about Faith In Allah? Belief In HIS Blessings? Trust In HIS Proceedings ♥.

Because this is the treasure with which one can see the invisible, feel the intangible & attain the impossible.

*closes the eyes with an achievement*

*takes up the crux*

*feels with every pour of body as if they are the sense organs*

*smiles*

*closes the book*

*comes back to reality*

*opens her eyes*

*smiles broadly*

It was a wonderful tour of memories. 

A tour of;

Revivals & Realisations.

Indications & Inspirations.

Achievements & Accomplishments.

A firm determination.

A strive for destination.

New schemes of actions.

A heart to win.

An eternity to live.

Yess!! It’s all about Faith.

Faith in ALLAH.

Faith in One’s ownself.

And Yes ! Faith in prayers.

Prayers; A magical milestone for the journey of dreams towards reality.

For Prayers Can Do Miracles ♥

`~ What Is Pakistan? ~`

Pakistan; it’s a piece of land on map for the world. True. Though being born and raised in this so called piece of land bestowed Jinnah’s leadership in my thoughts. Im divinely granted with Iqbal’s dreams in my actions and have Sir Syed’s ambitions in my learning.

I have inherited the struggle of thousands of crusaders who wrote my name in the will of independence with their blood. I owe the sacrifice of Rashid Minhas. I belong to the minerals of Baluchistan, fertility of Indus, beauty of Khyber Pakhtunkhua and food of Punjab.

Pakistan honored me… It gave me a name, an identity, recognition and the confidence of ownership to face the world. My genes and my blood do not allow me to curse Pakistan for terrorism, political instability, and security issues or for losing semi-final to India. 

I don’t know what should I exactly be proud of but I don’t feel any hesitation in acknowledging that Pakistan is my pride, my love and my inspiration. I indubitably belong to it and whole heartedly own it with all its slips and flaws because this is My Pakistan.

PAKISTAN ZINDABAD ♥

My Resolution for Dreaming!

Dream & Keep Dreaming.

Only those dare dreaming who have the spark to get them fulfilled. For dreams are the first step towards reality and happiness. Even if they are not painted as we wish, they leave us with shades atleast that we could color our life with.

Dreams are accompanied with fear but you compliment them with optimism !!

~ Life-stretching Lives ~

Unknowingly humming a lullaby. The lullaby melted with unfathomable wishes that are soaked in responsibilities and wrapped with strength & with some splashes of love, probably the undesired ones. Humming the lullaby and painting the life with obvious colors of death. Intentionally not distinguishing the caption of colors brutally spread on the canvas of liberty. Realising but ignoring the cost of happiness; and ruthlessly trying the new fusion of dangers.

For a tired moment, taking a pause, raising the head and catching the sight of a free flying bird, following its flight with a longing to enjoy thy self but for only a short divine moment. A moment that unwantedly invades self control from the back window of innocence nevertheless ignoring to catch a glimpse, by any chance, of the question marks raised by a crazy soul. Over looking everything around and starting painting again with all its might. Closing the eyes to life’s beauties and continuing smothering it with paint coats. I wonder. I wonder what level of courage, valor, patience and insanity it requires to play such a gamble. Yes insanity too.

If got some spare time, relaxing on the cozy chair of obligations and taking a sip of hot confidence avoiding the cold of confusions and coating another stroke with a calm smile. And challenging life yet again. Putting the brush of revenge in the plate of duties and stealing a moment for one self and searching the drawers to find a twinkling flash. When ended triumphant then sighing with relief holding something in hands; holding the remaining cards from the deck of love. Grasping the moment and holding the breathe while the leftover cards illuminate the concerns & reflect back at its comrade, though still not holding left ones tight =/.

Not wasting another moment, getting up with a fresh zeal of defeating the hopping urge of life and coating another stroke of challenge in the picture. When done with day’s work; noticing the fingers stained with the shades of burden, giving a vicious unforgiving smile and cleaning them with the duster of busy schedule and strategising the new combats.

Humming the lullaby again with soft touchy feel and painting the life with obvious colors of death; with more devotion, more involvement and ever greater master.